I will always remember the way we were there for each other. We did not see each other because of distance but we were always so close. I would call you after I had a terrible dream and you were always there. I love you so much and I am missing you. I picked up the phone the other day to call you then I remembered, you were not there. I talked to you anyway. Hoping you could still hear me. I love you Charlie. I ran across your birth certificate last night and thought of you again and broke down and cried. It was more than I could bare. I love you little brother.